i have always been a little too much for everything, for everyone in everywhere. i’m the one that’s summoned in times of excitement and more so, in times of anger, grudge, hatred, loss, spite and everything that goes against the magical white and creme de la creme world.
i’ve always had it in me—i am a holder of so much emotions that at times, i myself wonder how am i so intense, how do i express properly. so, when i was put beside you,
i sure was flabbergasted when unlike every other who stopped after a line with me, who ended my words behind me, who paused from afar after i express my thoughts, who attempted to define who i am for me, you stayed beside me to help me reply to listen and not listen to reply. with you, despite the overflowing boiling complexity of sensations, i knew how to express myself not just to be understood but to understand. there, with you, i learned that my statements were not limited only to irksome excitement or exasperating anger but that, my statements might also bound to understand. it’s now that i have realized i am not limited by misunderstood ruptures of emotions that’s more or less beyond everyone’s capacity in comprehension but that, i may be able to find something better, know something beautiful, learn something good and perhaps be something different all with you.
